optimistic,

when everyone else is asleep in de middle of th night, im still awake crying over the things im unhappy w. il pour everything out from this lil heart. no one will hear me screaming in pain. no one will notice im gone. i'd rather die in vain than die in pain. everything seems to be reality when out of a sudden i realized it was just a lie. i lived inside that lie & guess whats th best part? th best part is knowing th truth & has th urge to get a knife and stab you. nahhh ~ that part about th stabbing wouldnt happen. im human, everyone makes mistakes. everyone has got to move on. everyone has their own choice. everyone has a part to play in their lives. no human can control your life, your mind controls it. life is never fair, everyone agrees. life may be in sucha big mess but everything has a way out of it. nothing is impossible if we try hard enough. our lives was never planned, its written like a storybook. you read if after it happen. & when you come to think of it again, you avoid those mistakes again. promising not to repeat th past again because it was never worth getting hurt over th same thing. now that ive realized that life has got choices to choose from, i no longer would want to choose having high hopes on you anymore. that's all id asked fr.