you may be my future or may not be. i love you, but yet my love each day fades without you here w me. your absentees makes me feel youre not even mine to hold on everyday. you disappoint me alot but i used to be so devoted. now, i no longer can if you ignore me or neglect me. one more last chance, it wont be th last but always th beginning. th cycle continues. you & i lost many friends along th way. met someone new throughout th years but yet its us we came back fr. our memories are kept safe in our hearts. can you still remember th first time i slapped you? wow, that was hell fun. HAHA. our fights were jokes, our anger was joy & our quarrels were laughters. weird isnt it? where in th world could you find couples like us? unlike th rest, we dont just show you we're sweet, we show you that we are able to live without each other. maybe i should rephrase that - live without each other fr awhile. HA HA. i believe in Karma, he doesnt. we dont share much similarities together. no $$, why care? as long as theres happiness, hes satisfied, fr me not really. k, money may be one of th priorities i look out in a guy. no money, what are they gonna feed us girls on? rocks? hell no right. he is one of th best among th rest of cos. 2years, should it be going down th drain just like that or should it be kept fragile & untouched? till now, i dont know. when someone asked me a question, "kau tahu ke jodoh kau ngn dier?" what do you think i should answer? i wish i could have all th answers in my head right now, but no i dont have it here w me. maybe my future will write something good fr me in th story of my life - hopefully. as fr Alvin, even if we're not meant to be together till marriage, still he'll never be forgotten. aww ~ sweeeet kann? hees.
goodnight.
ELLY