i ask myself this question when i left after meeting Love at his place. his family was around except fr his dad who went out to work seldom at home. hmm. was actually having plans w Bestf when i paitao-ed him. so sorry b. aku janji tak buat lagi. promise! heh. we got to catch up somethings we longed never did. like talking face2face, biting his shoulders *favourite*, kissing, hugging simply th nonsense we always do together. im happy when im w you boy. but oh fcuk, when youre away, i feel that youre nowhere to be found. hais. why do i have this feeling uh? oh oh. i got one video of me & Love, helping him pack his camp stuff. super funny, kite sendiri tengok pon kekek sendiri sia. HAHA. but too bad, th video hard to upload here. will try lor. anyway, today attended school. PE kena fcuk w teacher cos two weeks straight mondays never come school. knn right? heh. this feeling kinda suck fr me & BestGs. we all felt damn super freaking hungry. non-stop action siol. HAHA. kept eating & eating like a pig. i wonder why. todays kinda weird. oh, heard about th sandstorm at China? it scares me. morning turns night in split seconds, felt like end of th world. gosh ~ scary. ok, now baby crying. got to go now. will update more soon. k, bye.