ive been waiting fr you. do you know that? let God set things fr me. i dont want to know, il just live up my life to th fullest & give th best fr myself. it still doesnt satisfy me. do you know ive been here, ive been there hoping you would actually comeback? i failed to make you happy when i was w you, but i just want to make things right again. i want to build it back w you once more but why wouldnt you realise im here infront of you? k, maybe being invisible was better back then because you had someone else. i kept my feelings to myself. not even th ones closest to me knows what im feeling & who im feeling fr. its you, why wouldnt you open you heart fr me? cant i make you happy? whenever youre around me, i feel happy yet no regrets left behind. i enjoyed every minute & second w you, i thought you did too but i was wrong. you never had th same feelings fr me. why? i feel so low & i always thought you could comeback fr me. i wont know who il marry w, before i do, i want to show how much i care fr you. how much you meant to me, its alot. you may not know i exist to love you but i hope one day you will.
ELLY