optimistic,

hi ! my blog has been dead fr a day or two so yeah, now im updating about yesterday & today only. hmm. yesterday had rehearsals. do you know what time it ended? it ended at 7pm ! fcuk right? yeah, it is. everyone was hungry & wasnt able to have a break. not even a minutes break. isnt it like ass? was starving but have to endure lor. what to do, work is work. had to stand up fr 2hours eh? ahhh, felt like 2hours but it was actually half an hour. HAHA. still, i went home w tired legs ): met family at ToaPayoh, eat like nobodys business then went home. change then sleeeeep. woahhh, cannot tahan. damn tired, felt like not wanting to go to school th next day which is today. i attended school. lucky fr me, Bestf & Shaa + Eqah came along wasnt late. pheww ! padahal dah bell ring dok. HAHA. lucky kann? heh. wasnt considered late. i love KRSS ! HAHA. *part nie jer* :D had lessons then it rained while we were having SS. syiok man but never sleeep. being a good girl here. then blahblahblah. had to do my D&T alone ! Myrabby never come ): *crycry* i felt so stress doing practical. i almost felt like kneeling down & cry because it was too tough fr me. i changed th WHOLE plan. from 'candle holder' to 'key holder'. my teacher said not to give up. i seriously felt like giving up but i tried hanging on. should i drop th subject & focus on my general studies or go on w my goals? idk. can anyone help me? haix. Bestf said im becoming skinnier. is that true? do you humans know that ive not been noticing what ive been doing lately? it passed so fast i didnt get to catch up. so yeah, i feel like a moron. after school, met exBoyf Zai fr awhile. he ask me to teman him go his school to send a letter. then i went home by myself, kesiankan dier. otw home, i slept in th train & missed my stop. alighted at Bedok instead =.= pfft. tomorrow will start school at 2pm ! yeah but fcuk. was actually 3 but they changed it. idiot. will be meeting exBoyf Hariz ! YEAHYEAH ! happy nye aku. k, dah bye. nak sleeeeeep. ngntok giler. goodnight (: