optimistic,

hello readers. lazy to update actually but since i have something to share, i shall update. ive let go of my deepest feelings towards Ami so now im focusing back on Alvin. he has taken up his time awhile just to come over my place to meet me. even if its less than an hour, he still made an effort to. thanks alot Love. thank you fr showing me you care & love even if i dont see it you still wouldnt give up till th day i do. thanks alot. i spend my typical saturday at home again. babysiting on lil man. gosh! this baby super irritating. well, what to do. baby mah. me & papa not in talking terms because of what happened yesterday. since yesterday night he cameback from fishing till now. not even a single word of hello or hi. im still mad at him though. tomorrow's Sunday. i wonder whats my plan. maybe heading to th Library or something else? i dont know. having my period fr th month of May. cramps here and there. sucks much. grr ~ chatting w Ami awhile ago. ask me stupid question =.= craving fr maggi mee (soup). k, nak cook now. oh oh. starting on work soon. k, bye.