optimistic,

focus on one, im still happy. dont ask me to do what i dont like. love comes when it needs. im sure one day you'll comeback. we plan but God has already planned fr us way before we were born. i know you have her, dont worry im still happy fr you though. im keeping a distance away from you because i never want you to know im near. you said you have her & me to takecare and so i said, "dont bother about me, she needs you more than i do." my dear, its true but look at me. who do i have now? Alvin, a 2year+ relationship & ... you may think i am happy, whereas sometimes i do & sometimes i dont. im normal, i have feelings. you do too right? even if we're not together anymore, im still happy. youre still in my phone. you make it ring every morning, every minute of th day. you comfort me when Alvin was not around fr me. you cared fr me when i said i felt like crying. Hariz, i dont love you but now i realised i liked you. i like th way you make me happy. you told me to stay w Alvin if i still loved him. youre vvv special. you understand how i feel when Alvin did this & that. you were there. you told me 'jangan gatal' because you know i have Alvin. lucky fr Nad to have you. you'll always be remembered (: