optimistic,

ever wondered why friends are close to you? ever wondered why they treat you so nicely till you never bothered to ask why? ever thought they were foes eventually? ever heard of th word 'back-stabbed'? i believe each & everyone of us has been in that situation before. humans whom you thought friends were actually foes, & foes whom you thought enemies are friends to be remembered. ever wondered why these things happen? it happens fr a reason dont they? like mine, my own Bestf some sort 'back-stabbed' me w my old Besty. why uh? youre forgiven but my trust fr you somehow faded. is this what you really wanted? are you trying to fool me like what my Besty did to me th last time? will my past repeat itself? many questions are asked but there isnt any answer. im not confident in myself to tell you anything anymore. hi-bye friends are maybe better than cover-th-truth friends. i hope one day i could settle myself down w someone who can lend their shoulders & keep my secrets to themselves. Bestf, im still mad at you. thanks, maybe whatever you did has a reason behind it. im fine now, dont worry about me. takecare. choose your friends wisely. calob.