optimistic,

i used to say i love you to you everyday but today (now) its gonna be different. you lied to me twice in a week, what more can i expect huh? ive had enough of crying & sobbing my eyes off. i realised ive been wasting them whereas actually i could waste it on my family/other important matters in life. Alvin, youve gone too far. ive told mama everything you did to me this past few days. th things i found out about you. youre heartless, worst than an animal. dont take lies as your cover from truth. it wont bring good & you'll make it worst - i know. you take me as what? when you want pleasure baru come to me? please lah eh. from now on, i wont give any to you. & if i ever see your face again, il make sure il give you a heavy punch on th face. il promise you that & im not joking. i can do you 10times worst, you'll see. you think i cant get better guys eh? think again. i can be w someone else if you want to know. im not stuck to you till forever, its just fr awhile & when it wears off, you'll see me smiling & walking away further & further away from where you are now. il show no mercy to you at all & i think i can guess where my future is leading. just to let you know, youre not my future. i can bet, & you can come crying to me il show you no mercy. you think i care if i lose you? ive said, one go one come. simple to understand? i know lah i dont have boobs you want, big & tender. i dont have th 'mampatness' to make you satisfied but one can never have is my heart. go ahead, i dont mind you w someone else but let me tell you that no one can make you as happy as i did all this while. dont believe? try it. im leaving you w no regrets. im happy ive told mama about it. you wanna say you love me or miss me?