optimistic,

i spent my day in school getting hell from various teachers. not being so exaggerating lah but then i feel so 'S' today. in th morning, van papa i biken problem so papa cant sent me like usual. had to take th bus to th MRT which probably make my trip longer & confirm il be late - & indeed i was. i was late fr school, unexpectedly i saw Min. i thought he would be early & didnt expect him to be there lah. checkcheckcheck pon lambat. 5th time late, 2hour detention. waste of my bloody life doing detentions after school. when i assembled at th Hall, my Besty wasnt around. Min kate dier tak datang skola. then when i reached to class, i received a message from him saying hes also late =.= pelik lah budakbudak nie. early morning dah kena hell from my Form Teacher. he shouted like nobodys business sia. i slept during English, syiok ! HAHA. throughout our lessons, one period is wasted talking about life. th teachers seem to be wasting their one period just to talk all th way about life. good huh? hell yeah. after school, met Besty & Min. obviously i had to attend my detention fr a good 2hours. there came a teacher, my CCA teacher. he asked me nicely, i say back nicely then atlast he shouted at me. wtf? you think i fcuk care? shout all you want, you dont believe me then next time dont ask. its really not worth it if you ask me a question & ended up you yourself answering it. you look like an idiot to me, seriously. you think by shouting at me infront of th other students will make me feel humiliated & cry? think again Mister. you dont want me to be in that CCA, then why pick me? must well you put me in a uniform group. its th teachers choice of placing th students & now youre blaming me fr choosing a CCA which i probably wont attend? eh hello. you people as so bias. fr th whole entire batch, a pathetic number of students are Malays. what i mean by pathetic is only 3-4. th rest chinese. you put your heart & soul on your chinese players then go ahead. why still bother? wanna put zero on my CCA record? please do so. whatever you say to me is not just go in then go out y'know. i mark your words & i can guarantee you that your players are useless. cant even win one match. how ridiculous & pathetic can that be? im mean right? i know, so what? fcuk care uh. you dont like, its really none of my effing business. enough of th 'kutoks'. back to school. received another set of detention from my CCA teacher. tomorrow another one and a half hours. haix. stress uh. walk out together w Besty & friends. Besty's class had an excursion to Marina Barrage. met family at Toa Payoh. then blahblahblah. im sleepy now. goodnight. i miss my Besty alot ): we didnt get to talk much w each other. *sobx* i miss love too ^^.