optimistic,

i believe one day il be happy. one day il be free. one day il be what i always dream i could be. one day to be own & loved by a man who treasures me. i hope that one day would come soon. i need a man to make me happy. i dont have that much Girlfriends to look up to. my family, theyre too busy & they cant understand me that much. people keep coming up to me & say things like patch, Alvin, love (?) it doesnt link. i wish to stop & end here. he made me lose my pride. like what Gennie had said, have a womens pride. i cant rely too much on guys, its true. to me, most of them are just friends. those closest to me are th ones i think its best keeping. ive made my decision to stop here. to end my relationship w him here, now. it started 101107 & ended on 260310. look how long weve been through together, it seems like nothing to me anymore. words are just words. he never shown to me that he truly loves me. all ive been through was all lies. i dont need a guy like him anymore. he can waste thousands of dollars on me, why should i care? money can find but true love cant. i believe that one day, i can be w someone who i can share my problems w & th guy who would never lie. true love will not come if we dont make friends. its true lor, met as strangers > friends > close friends > couples. th cycle goes on if it doesnt work out. like what AL said yesterday, if you wanna end th relationship, better end it badly or you might regret everything that youve done in th past or maybe in th future. thanks AL, youre th best.