optimistic,

we got into a harsh coversation w each other awhile ago on th phone. cutting it short, th reason why i text him back was because i needed help to get 500$. obviously he dont have that sum of money to lend to me, he himself tengah susah. so yeah, tak dapat. i thought our conversation will be much less of happiness but i was fcuking wrong. we quarrelled. surprisingly, this is my first time hearing him call me cibye, fcuk & all th vulgarities to me. cool huh? he fcuked me upside down okay. o m g. i had to keep it to myself cos i didnt want us to go any worst. i asked him why must he fcuk me in this manner & so i got to know th truth. hes still mad at me about - me or us leaving th relationship behind w/o any good reasons, he still loves & care fr me thats why he bothered fcuking me on th phone. not to forget, he wont comeback EVER again to me cos he said i was too 'good' fr him. hmm. i wasnt th perfect girl fr him of cos. oh ya, his ex = world. kate takkan nak patah alek, atlast nak juga. hah. i dont know lah kann. what i know is, hes my ex, a very caring & loving exBoyf indeed. i hope he finds someone better, someone whom might be better than me of cos & hopes he has a better life fr his future. Amin.