optimistic,

our relationship has lighten us back together but im still sad that i left Zai fr Alvin. how could you elly? you know your friends well that they hated your relationship w Alvin yet you went back to him. W H Y?! oh please, i really cant carry this burden w me. it sucks. i went out w Alvin just now. he bought fr me so many fcuking things. which guy would stupidly spend on a girl fr more than 200bucks in one day? who would? but Alvin did. he showed me how much he loves me & cares fr me. its just not about th money, its about my happiness that he cares. time passes too fast. i didnt have time to catch up & this is what happened. went out at 1215pm, cab-ed to Eunos mrt where Alvin was waiting fr me. he paid fr my cab fare & topup-ed my ezlink. train-ed to Town. fr more than 4hours straight, never even sat down fr awhile, we walked & shopped till we both almost collapsed to th ground. freaking tired okay. i reserved my shoe & top atlast i bought it. Alvin said he wanted to survey fr more. he bought 2 pairs of shirt & pants. me? i bought a shoe from Puma, top from flash & splash, last but not least, th same pants as him but mine is 3quarter (: elly maha buang duit siak. some more we ate at Seoul Garden. fuhhh ! best. i just love today. there was this part when 3minahs at Taka sounded us from behind. one of them said, "baru NS nak dapat gaji pe !" aku step tak dengar & she never give up punya & said some more. this time she really shout, "baru dapat gaji pe !!!" i never looked back, wanted her to feel paisey. talk to herself kot. HAHA. kimak, ikotkan hati minahrep kann, i would have thrown th shopping bags right to her face siak. cibye, never disturb her, wanna disturb others. no life pe siak? nabey peh minah no life. Alvin pulak slengeh tak dengar cos he was otp =.= cibye betol. sebenarnye, minah-minah tu kann jealous mataer tak belikan apepe. HAHA. too bad girls, your boy is too useless i guess. lek-lek jap. meet up w Alvin's brother-brother then th goodgoodgood part comes. while on th way to th mrt, we passed by th 3 minahs but this time its only 2 of them & one of th girls boyfriend. pukemak !! laki-laki nye agi pendek sik ! HAHAHAHA ! mau kekek pe sia. tu laah, cakap jangan nak lebih sendiri terlampau lebih tanak tengok. abeh dah malu, she let go of her Boyf's hand. HAHAHA ! apesal girl? dah paisey? kesian. Alvin sent me till Eunos. met mama & papa w Alvin. talk awhile then chaow. theres some parts i never want to mention. lazy uh. mata dah kuyu & pictures today suck like hell. wanna change camera. Ayg, wanna change camera? lets buy a new one or trade in ke? hmm. next gaji okay? il wait, dont worry. just now, things went upside down fr me & Zai ); haix. its over.