optimistic,

lets talk about my lovelife, mau? okay lets start. me & Alvin have been together since secondary school days. he was sec4 when i was only sec1? hahaha. cute right. then when he got to sec5, i was only in sec2. he stopped school halfway through his Os. stupid right? i continued school, of cos. throughout our years in school together, i fainted once each year =.= one of which was because of him. i was suffering from this sickness i got since primary school. th feeling suck when i had to be hospitalised fr a good 4days 3nights in there. & i got to know while i was sick, Alvin had fun w his ex. GRR ! that was th past, so yeah. no use blabber about it. we went to school together. even if one of us were late, its either me or him will wait fr me or both of us purposely be late. hehe. after school, he'll wait fr me at th foyer. il walk down th stairs like a princess. HAHA. those times were great. teachers knew about us & had lots of counselling cos Alvin famous biken hal pat skola w th other boys. HAHA. we went through everything together. from a school girl & boy to a NS man & still me (: time really flys w/o us knowing. thats why me & Alvin is stuck together. bukan kerana pakse, kerana memori yang amat kita hargai. pahit manis kita, busuk wangi kita, susah senang kita tetap kita hargai. its all a lesson to learn, not a lesson to forgive & forget. you can ask others who have relationships longer than months, its not easy. it takes alot of your patience & pride to make it happen. frankly speaking, i never regretted. this feeling is normal. if youre loyal & your partner is not, never let go of th rope. try pulling it back as hard as posibble if you really treasure th relationship. take small steps, you'll still make it. its not about how long, its about how you make it last. make yourself satisfied not people around you. friends can be there but not always. family can understand but not everytime. it takes two hands to clap, right? its th person in ourselves that makes it a reason fr us to stay no matter how bad th past may be. one must sacrifice fr anything & everything. make something a reason worth staying fr. wanna sleep awhile. bye (: thanks fr spending a lil bit of your time reading this post :D