optimistic,

i wish i could sleep w you tonight & say i love you right through your ears. when you said about leaving me, i could sense that youre really gonna leave me one day. well, what more can i say right? just remember that if you were to leave me, there'll only be 3chances fr me to ask you to comeback. exclude it if you ever meet or sleep w other bitch. if you do that, il fr sure leave. jodoh kite bukan dengan tangan kite, but Allah. you & i know that vvv well. ayg, i dont think we'll get married like what Ein said. you can be w me fr years, but atlast who knows il get married w someone else ke. we'll never know kann. fr now, i still love you. in my mind, i still wonder why cant you accept what has happened to my past? why huh? why i can but you cant? i hate it when that topic makes a gap in between us. its fcuking annoying lah please. think maturely can? we cant keep debating w each other, it'll never end fr sure. dont let me give up on this relationship. i beg you, please? tell me you'll love me, if not, .... il let you decide.