optimistic,

i miss Besty alot. i wish i shouldnt have blurt it all out at him & ignored him. fcuk, it was a mistake i did. takpelah, agipon dah ade kawan baru pe dier. hope youre happy. still waiting fr your replies. do text me if you think im still important to you. my lappy's batt is running low. parents asleep, im fcuking bored at home. thought of meeting love today but then i feel so tired. planning to work but will parents allow me? i dont think so. fish. Kak Ju is starting night classes tomorrow at ITE Simei. gonna be alone, have to do th housechores. fcuk it. tomorrow school. how? aiya, another day to suffer. may be following Besty to MCYS tomorrow if he still remembers he ajak me to go th other day. i need to buy new set of clothes. i bloghopped & saw a girl who writes about wanting to be pretty. i saw her pictures, she looks like ugly betty. seriously, but still shes abit pretty. i want my hair to grow long fast fast. i want to make my hair wavvy. alamak, cool uh. HAH. saturday, me & love talked about ugly people who owns a Canon camera (black & big ones) why i seldom see pretty girls or hunks have it? i also dont think they need it cos they are perfect in picture & life unlike some people. hmm. ive found th answer to it. cool. k, im freaking bored & lappys gonna hibernate soon. *random shitx i know* when boredom strikes ive got other choice. k, bye.