optimistic,

i love today

hello again to my fellow daily readers. these are some of th photos took from my phone. more from th camera but too lazy to upload it now. i reached home at 11pm just now. feeling so tired & satisfied. yey me (: love picked me up from home. he talk to mama papa awhile then 330pm we left th house. went somewhere then off to town. before that, i told you i got maths tutorial right? yeah, i went ^^. woke up early morning, got myself ready & off to school. bus-ed to Eunos & train-ed to Clementi. i put all my attention in class, hell i was sleepy =.= after class, 1145pm met love at Clementi. he teman me makan at CityVibe. makan long john :D but while eating, we had a fight. he made me cry ): th convo goes like this -

him; "asal i takleh marah padahal you dah uat salah !" (he shouted)

me; "you sendiri kate you takkan marah pe kalo you dapat tahu th truth !"

(i shout back)

him; "takkan i nak diamkan macam bodoh kan ! i bahan you pe sak !"

(he shout again)

me; "then apesal you nak marahmarah?! you pon uat salah pe !" (i shout back)

*please note: everyone had their eyes on us*

him; "sial peh pompan. you always act as if youre not in th wrong."

(he look away)

me; "apesal you tanak tengok muke i?"

him; "bile i tengok muke you, binget sial !"

me; "tanak tengok carik pompan laen uh !"

him; "muke pukimak sak."

me; "ape you cakap?!"

him; "muke kau macam pukimak !"

me; "gi uh carik pompan laen ! muke i pukimak pe !" (too sensitive, i cried)

after that last sentence, i walked away - crying. he asked me where i was going, i didnt look at him not even a glance of his face. he pulled me back, & said whats wrong. then he apologised to me while walking to th opposite block to have a smoke. i seriously cant believe he said that to me. so hurtful sak. haix. he said it was just a moment of anger. he just cant accept reality so he 'terlepas cakap'. i said it was okay. partly my fault too. hmm. he hugged & kissed my forehead. aww ~ i know you love me alot dear thats why you scolded me. thank you fr caring love. i love you. i train-ed back home alone, reach home, i slept fr ahwhile. i was suppose to get ready & change to jalan clothes cos i was suppose to go out w love. then i fell asleep. he called, mama answered. mama say i was sleeping, then i 'tersadar' i woke up 'cepat-cepat'. hahaha. dramatic gitu my sleep. so mama passed th phone to me then we talked awhile & he said he was on his way here (my place). i said okay then sleep back. HAHA ! at 0300 then i 'siap'. he reach, 0330 we chao. blahblahblah. walk around Faiz, surveyed fr canon cameras, then saw a couple of familiar faces then went to have a drink at KFC. after that, guess who i saw? my old girlfs (: i was shock okay cos its been really a long time we havent meet. later have some pictures will upload. smoke break w them while waiting fr my old best girlf to come. when she reach, she run to me & hugged me !!!! omg ! i miss kau bodoh ! took 2 pictures together then got separated. walk & sit here & there everywhere. at night, met w my GFFs again then slack at Taka Garden. huhu ! kecoh beb. heh. took alot of photos together w them. then around 0900+, love went off w his brothers to clarke quay leaving me behind ): we girls went off to Dhoby Ghaut, thought mau lepak but then i felt so tired, i said my goodbyes & exchanged of numbers w them. train-ed back home alone again. hmm. damn tired. cant tahan. thought wanna meet exBoyf Zai tonight, instead i cancelled it cos im damn tired. i need 500$, anyone have? k, bye. i love today >.<