optimistic,

went out at 12pm, met love at his place. then at around 2+ we all went out. went to 3houses in a day & got myself 10angpaos. HAHA. at night, me & love went off from Buona Vista. before that, i got to visit Daddy's mom & granduncle. 80+ years old & still look young. imagine that man. hmm. we both went makan at Clementi. was suppose to celebrate Valentine's Day but then i said it was fine if he didnt buy me anything. Mommy ask him to buy fr me flowers. HAHA. cute siak. at Clementi, th flower shop was opened but guess what? 3stalks fr $48? betol peh ketok siak. atlast never buy. makan at Macs then went over his place, spend some time together, took my USB then met family at Eunos, makan again at Geylang then home sweet home. tired? vvvv lor. another night w/o him ): lappy stayed over at his place 2nd day. i wore black kemeja & he wore blue kemeja. see pictures above.

went out of th house at 12pm again =.= was damn tired but had to drag myself out of th house. sorry not in order. just remembered that me & love went to catch a movie at WestMall, Santau. th show was GOOD ! hehe. better than th previous shows. before we went to watch th movie, both of us went to eat at Pastamania. yumyum. after catching th movie, we went back to his place. had reunion dinner together w th whole family of his. after eat, Mommy gave me some kueh to bring back home fr my family. aww, sweet noh. HAHA. i wore red couple tees w him (: lappy stayed over fr th 1st time. well, i miss her ):

went out early than 12pm cos parents wasnt home when i woke up at around 8am+. Kak Ju is going out before 9am, then me? i had to go out early also cos i was scared being alone at home. pengecut right? i know. HAHA. then met love at Clementi downstairs his block. went to eat breakfast at Macs. hehe. this time i wore my mango shirt that he bought fr me & he wore th white tee yang tepi merah. went to visit only 2 houses & got myself 10angpaos (; best kann? heh. as per normal, go there, visit, sit, eat, drink, talk, laugh, then after th last house, i went home. had to carry w me kueh(s) again. fuhh ~ felt like fainting. overall, i just love spending my time w him. he sent me to Tiong Bahru mrt. saw someone there then i kissed him goodbye ): overnight at East Coast w family. slept like a pig siak. k, dah.

woke up, from myself still at ECP =.= went to th toilet & washed my face. woke everyone up then went home straight. took a shower then got changed to another set of clothes. then went out makan w family at Changi. i paid fr th family lunch, baek kann? hehe. papa went fishing. settled down at Changi beach & slept like a pig again. i was fcuking tired. after a few hours of sleeping & fishing, we packed & went home. here i am, blogging so much about what happened & having moodswings. i hate my past );

ayang, you may have found out my secrets about my past but please im truly sorry. kenapa bile part you i kena sabar, abeh part i you takleh? jangan biken perangai agi please. you wanna say i have a cb face ke ape ke go ahead. i simply dont care anymore. ask you to fight w me face2face you dont want. abeh you biken perangai macam sial. haix. im sorry okay. you changed when i told you th truth. you said you wont get angry if i told you th truth but you let go of my hand instead & never want to look at me. you make me cry & you didnt even realised it. i know you felt like slapping me in front of th crowd but you hold it back. i know you dont 'feel' me anymore. do you know how i felt when you avoided me? i feel so small. please ayang, im sorry. i regret it, i really did. it was a huge mistake i did. forgive me? ); i promise to be good now. you ask me to delete tagged? okay, il do it. sayang peh pasal lah eh. love you. gonna miss you fcuker. be good at camp so you'll be released early on Friday. here i am, missing you like crazy. i hope you are too love. *crying*