optimistic,

luck has not been on my family's side at this moment - now. i hope everything goes fine between me & family. i feel so down right now. th whole week, ive been reaching home late. late night sleep makes me feel tired th next morning. everyday im trying my best to push/force myself to school. i need to catch up w lots of schoolwork that i missed out last year. i wanna make this year th most memoriable year fr me & friends. gonna plan w my friends to do prom night - ourselves (: cant wait. before that, need to study extra hard. im aiming fr ITE cos i know i really cant concentrate any further if i get to sec5. missing Boyf so much. school was a fcuk. had to wait fr th stupid DM outside his office fr more than an hour? fcuk right. cibye betol. felt like crying. crybaby, i know. HAHA. so what? Boyf is starting to think negatively about me now. shitx. why uh? i didnt show you enough is it? what else you want? i really dont understand uh. sukati uh. this week has been a damn tiring week, so please dont make my heart boil. homework, homework, homework. stress is here. i need a break, please? haix ): p/s: life still moves on fr me eventhough youre gone.