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aku kental abeh apesal? omg. stop it laah girl. kau private, mesti uh none of my friends boleh view kau. abeh nak bilang semua orang pat kau peh invited links gi view aku. abeh dorg boleh uatpe? i aint no minahreps like you. ade orang nak balaskan kau? omg, aku takot. serious. mataer aku daah bukan gangster pe. & how you know i got HIV & stuff? you go check fr me eh? thanks. semoga aku mati cepat, Amin. then ape agi? alyssha, aku takot uh. kecot uh tu pasal aku nak call police. mataer aku pon plan uat gitu untuk aku. yelaah. mentang-mentang laah aku kecik laah kann. orang senang nak makan pe. tsk. belom tengok dunia? abeh skrg aku ade patne? syurga? my gosh. please lor. kau yang tak puas pe. message aku uh. aku nak gi message kau uatpe. i AINT no minahrep. so please eh. go tell apiz, your Boyf about it. dier boleh do what? stab me w a knife? tell his brothers? arent you too old fr that anymore? it doesnt affect you, but it affects me fr my 'N' levels this year. you dowan to study fr your major exams, then your problem uh. i wanna study, & no time fr fights. you want, meet, then jangan nak tinggikan suara. if you touch me, gosh you'll get it from th atasan. not me, not my friends, not my Boyf but th police. sue you, i get money you pay up. easy kann? my father teach punya. HAHAHA. k, alyssha. last eh aku tanye, tak puas agi? tak puas, do text. but be prepared to be like you Boyf (: dont blame me if it really happens.

im so mad, i fcuked my Boyf upside down. b, sorry. i dont know why uh im like this. i just got this feeling youre not loyal to me. hard fr me to trust guys now. that fcuker keeps bugging me to come back. oh what th fish? your brother punya mataer got hal w me. you like kann? go ask her to shutup can? youre th caused of it actually Alvin. seriously, youre a shame to me. dont comeback to me just because you want to. im happy w who i am now. so please, please understand that we're not meant to be together. tho there were too much of our memories i couldnt really let go - slowly i did. thanks. k, bye.