optimistic,

b, this post is specially fr you actually. do read w much calm & understanding cos you'll need 5mins to read this. not wasted, assured. i love you like i once loved Alvin th first time. it feels like ive turned back 2years back to love someone so much all over again. every relationship starts w happiness, you agree w me right? long after, i know you'll get sick&tired of me. i know that pretty well cos ive been in that situation before. b, im not saying youre th same like Alvin. a BIG no okay. i sayang you like no other. ive been true to you tau. its just that i cant simply ignore Alvin 100%. y'know my family well kann? if i were to disappear from his life, obviously he would tell my parents about it then mama will fall sick again & th family will 'so-called' suffer. please understand b. everyone knows im w you. everyone is happy w who i am now tho partially not all agrees. dont misunderstand when i replies his messages. you may be right that if i were to reply his messages, th past will keep pulling me back. actually, th truth is, yes. BUT when youre around, th past simply disappeared off my mind. b, do you know how much i love you? th times spent w you is so memoriable. just you & me. under th sun/moonlight. youre simply th best man ive ever dated w. i wont let anything ruin our relationship. dont worry so much Boyf. just focus on one. remember that youre th one i love (: yours truly; elly, your one & only Girlf.