optimistic,

we used to fight, quarrel, laugh like orang giler, kick, slap, sleep, eat, bath, shout, walk, come over each other's house, went fr outings, cook, cry, push, kiss, hug, bite .. almost everything. you kept begging & bugging me to comeback. sometimes i feel like punching you or even slap you like i did th last time when i think about your past. look what youve done. isnt this what you ever wanted? i miss your family. th 'happening' conversations spent between you & me w our family. th tough times we went through together. while typing this, im now controlling my tears from rolling. you never gave up on me. never fail receiving your messages. every morning, afternoon, evening & night. even if i never replied your messages, still you send me again & again w/o fail. you may not be perfect to others, but you are to me. you used to be my everything. eventhough you never sacrifice most of th things fr me, still you gave me this feeling that makes me feel like staying. that feeling fade away still im keeping a tiny part of it. you dont have th luxury i ever wanted & hoped, still you managed to gimme th best. your family could accept me, & my family could accept you. no other man could win my parents heart besides you. though you make me cry like billions of times, those tears are somehow worth wasting. if its not because of you, i wouldnt have learnt th meaning of patience in a relationship. 2years w you is like being in a family if arwah Alfy is still alive. eventho hes gone, i sense hes still around looking at us from above. your parents didnt say a single word if i came over or sleep over at your house, eat at your house, walk around w baju umah & etc. most of th time you were there fr me. i must admit that i miss th way you treated me well. th ways i like it to be. you & me, walk around public laughing & fooling around w each other. will we be happy w/o each other? idk. omg. i seriously miss us. but .. its all gone fr now. youve been replaced, same as i. takecare dearest ex.