optimistic,

b, please dont marah. beg you beg you beg you like hell. i know ive done something that made you lose trust on me but seriously i was effing scared to tell you that i was gonna meet Alvin D: can i just cry now? please? o m g. make it short, Boyf is boiling. can someone safe me? im freaking out right now. keep it short & simple - i went to meet Alvin =.= what a dumb thing to do i know but it was all because of his stupid tattoo that he did so BIG sampai th mother bising-bising & so i had to come down & see. wahpiang eh, i was disappointed sak ! i felt like giving him a heavy punch on his face just now. it was damn BIG that he stupidly made it on his left arm. wtf is your problem sia Alvin? kau daah tahu kau nak berdepan ngn mak bapak aku abeh kau uat itu semua? abeh datang pat aku & beg fr forgiveness? go ask from your mother laah, shes much more disappointed than i am. which part of me look like i fcuking care? dari mula agi aku bilang, kau uat tattoo then aku gi ngn jantan laen. now its clear you really want me to go off & still ask fr forgiveness fr what? your words are lies are nabey. youre no difference than your dog. i seriously have nothing in my dictionary that i could describe you. youre making me hate you more & more each day. you say you love me? i love Zai more cos he listens to me & now you make him think i betrayed his trust just because i went to meet you fr your stupid tattoo. think BIG uh ade tattoo? bangga uh? happy now? happy right? bagos uh. youre sucha cibye. now Boyf is damn angry at me. he thinks i went to spend a lil good time w him. wtf? youre another ass. here i am, love you like hell, there you say all this negative things? i seriously dont understand why everything is going this way right now.

read it w me people; im totally, seriously, ultimately, fcukingly stress. can anyone help me? b, im sorry okay? when you said you suddenly changed your mind about me, i wanted to cry my ass out but then too bad was in th car. & so i tried to 'tahan' those painful tears that were about to came out from my two rounded eyes. heartpain, no mood to eat. im getting skinnier day after day. due to? stress =.= karma will soon come fr me next. ive got to be prepared. shitx. exBoyf Alvin, just leave our past behind. youve brought shame to me & soon my family. no use of me staying & there you are doing things that are clearly hated by my parents & me. cant you just dont lie fr a day, can you? good thing Rizda text you laah kann. thats when i went home straight under th heavy rain. i need a time alone now. k, bye.