optimistic,

hes coming to fetch me in awhile. im not happy cos Boyf is meeting his Besty(exGirlf). pape laah boy. i seriously dont know uh. you & i feel like giving up. lets just give up if things are getting worst. still, we can see each other right? lets meet & settle once & fr all. i think theres no use quarrelling w you like what me & Alvin end up w. your besty(exGirlf) understands you better than me. go fr her. you care so much fr her till you offered to send her to work. its really fine w me though im abit pissed off. your mom is siding her each & every second of th day. she wont change her mind, trust me. my mother is like yours too. Alvin knows so much better than you. same goes to Suzie fr you. look at th bright side, even if we gave up, still theres a slight chance we still see each other. tak mataer tak mati pe, betol? you still have life to enjoy. youre just 20. same goes to Alvin, but hes different to me now. he realised what hes done. my past will soon comeback, i know. i just have to accept his past. as well as my past w you. weve spent so much together but yet it just didnt work out. i know you still love Suzie. i still love Alvin. ive got nothing else to hide anymore. its th fact, right? make Suzie happy & show her you truly love her. elly is not suitable fr zai. i hope you understand why its becoming like this. i dont wish to cry anymore. it hurts & it really hurts so badly. thanks fr everything. time has brought us together & parted us away from each other. life is always unfair. ingat pesanan i, kalo boleh gi sembahyang jumaat. im gonna change now. mamaku say to Alvin, "nanti hantar elly alek ok?" k, bye.