happy life or ending life?

gonna make bloggy private soon. not thinking to invite anyone yet. have to change my profile, most important cos Boyf has been nagging =.= so jealous of others fr what? chill th baby uh b. dont have to feel insecure laah. facebook ade juga pe. everyone knows im w you. tsk ~ sayang sangat b nie. HA HA. just came back home a few minutes ago. havent bath nor changed. just now after school, Boyf picked me up. as usual, hes late. went over his place, use his laptop, showed me some of his ITE videos & blahblahblah. th best part comes, my NEW PINK helmert !!! exactly like th one i posted a few days or weeks ago. woohoo ! fcuking happy, kept smiling. in school, gave Besty his present. damn paisey. HA HA. i wore th helmert otw to school cos had to attend fr CCA. sedap siol dier peh helmert. fuhhh ! when Boyf gets his, we're gonna design it such that it has got to have our names on it & th date. sweeeet kan? 1 month & forever? i think we could last. friends, do support cos i think once i let go of my past it means th end of me & Alvin. Boyf, thanks fr your everything. youre working extra hard just to make me happy & satisfied. omg b, youre th best. mama say, 4 most important things to look for in a guy.

1. ugama harus ade & beriman.
2. his looks. (biler kite tengok orang laen pon, dier tetap agi handsome)
3. money. (th one who can support thru tough & easy times)
4. kesetiaannye

i wonder who will that be?