optimistic,

updating abit here & there. before i forget, lets talk about my life abit eh. in th past, i was w Alvin. someone said i didnt took extra care of him or maybe i didnt show him i loved him. please eh. youre so wrong. who was w him when he almost died at Lucky Plaza? who was th one who cameby his house & wounded fr him sampai i left my mom alone? who was th one who sanggop turon his place from end to end? who was th one who kept fighting w girls just to get him back? WHO?! theres more eh. you all taktau kann? then takmo nak step tahu uh. Alvin has never appreciated me. fr your info; he only appreciates me showing me by showering me w whatever i want. which is $$$. dont blame me if im moneyface, those habits came from my past relationship w Alvin. so, yeah. & one more thang. pepek aku tak segatal pepek kau. aku ade banyak jantan, so? cannot afford to have many guys like me kann? know why? look at yourself laah what else. waliaoeh. youve got to see what kind of a girl i am. small + cute = PERFECT ! k, shutup. i mean, you girls think that i go out w many guys, & i give freefree to them? omg, im so-not-like-you. kalo stakat kisses & hugs, friends also can pe. even my Boyf kisses his adeq pompan. nothing wrong pe. some more on th lips. pelik kann? i know. HAHA. but coool uh. met his kakak fr th first time today. after school meet him. k, paisey. so paisey, i feel like slipping off th bike when almost all my friends saw me w Zai on th bike. ohmygosh, so embarrassing. siak siak. k, diam. im not those kind of minahs who rides & smile-smile here & there to her friends & stuff like that. that is called, 'Riak'. same meaning as, 'Action'. HAHA !! oh gosh, so th action uh. macam tak pena naek motor gitu lor. eeee. & th fcuk part was when Min said my posture of sitting like minah. kimeekkkkkk ! jangan siol. i just felt like i was slouching instead of having those tonned girl body-like. some point i also rest my chin on his shoulder, felt like sleeping okay. HAHA. b, sorry if you lost your job. it feels like its my fault ): really sorry. k, calo.