optimistic,

ever had a situation like me before? well, i guess some of you did. this is serious. i cant think, & all i ever wanted is to be happy. live life as per normal. a normal human being w a normal lovelife. cant anyone understand that? this picture shows you how stress i am now. no matter what, i wont let it destroy my study lessons in school. well, as fr today, i felt like crying when Boyf said he cant meet me today cos he & his family was at vivo settling their internet. i kept whining & whining & whining non-stop to my minahs in school. damn ~ it was a hard time fr me. decided to force myself attending my CCA =.= played abit of games w th juniors. waliao, damn kerek sial. you think you alone can play uh? nabey cibye. i senior, i can play better okay eventho i MIA-ed from badminton. si beh chuan. correct anot uh my chinese? HAHA. k, diam. one best part was .. BOYF MADE AN EFFORT TO MEET ME AFTER MY CCA !! we went makan at ECP. ate KFC? i was craving fr it, i wonder why lor. HAHA. then after makan, we set beside th sea & talked about what we had in mind. was damn sweeet okay. just that, there were ants falling onto him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! funny gilerr. he got bitten a few times. kekek giler sia. haha. im suffering inside, but outside il try to show how happy i can be fr you.