optimistic,

im moving on w someone else. me & you are officially over. seriously, this Thursday will be our last day lor. im gonna talk things w my family. & i guess i shouldnt be wasting anymore time. 2010 is coming & ive to start anew. gosh, how fast can 2009 be? lagipon, 2009 is a bad year fr me. so many things happened & everything turns out so badly. those memories going through th pain & flowing tears still fresh in my mind right now. oh my, those were th bad times. had to go through sufferings MYSELF. what have you done so far huh? tell me laah. you gave me shitx instead. i still remember, i was _____ then you still can contact w pompan laen?! EH KIMAK !! whats your motive sia? you hate me, you say. i can go through those stupid operations myself w/o you laah sak !! i shouldnt have stayed. i regret staying. all my days are over because of you. no more late night-outs & stuff. fcuk uh you. then still you can have fun w my bad condition after th operation. you went out enjoying w other girls & still can have sex w other girls. omg, what kind of person are you Alvin? i dont get it. i dont know else you want from me. i know im just your 'penyedap'. not anymore ok. my life lies w someone else now. someone whom is WAYYYYYY better than you okay. i dont need you anymore. & guess what? i finally knew that your money isnt so much after all. i didnt get enough of your love but mostly from your money. because you never did show me you truly love me. its all FAKE. & now, you can go bury your money fr your other girls okay. goodbye.