optimistic,

sorry fr th most upset-looking-fedup-kinda-face. lets start from head to toe. morning, woke up at 11am. then papa, mama, kak ju went out. left me & kak ana + baby. they both keluar, left me alone at home. had plans w this guy up here ^^. handsome tak? kan kan kan? many people say he handsome. cair aku (: alaaaa. bukan mataer eh. oh please. then went out at about 2pm? it starting pouring. my goodness, i was complaining to Zai about th rain. oops, forgot to intro. this guy in th picture is Zai. hi ! hehe. k, mepek. then train-ed to Clementi meet my minah, norys. weee ~ take a few pictures w her. HAHA. actually takde motive me coming down Clementi. saje jer gatal nak turon meet my minah. miss her mah ! HAHA. then train-ed again to Jurong. this time meet him, Zai. pokewak !!!!! DIER LAMBAT SETENGAH JAM SAKK !! so gonna kill him th next time i go out w him. oh yaa. before i met him, i had this uncomfortable feeling. fcuk, th feeling sucks big time punya. i didnt thought anything would happen laah kann. later you'll find out what happen after this. it was drizzling yet cold. *shivers* went Teban w him. lepak at kedai kopi & talk cock awhile while waiting fr th rain to stop. then daah mendak, went up to his place. his adek, same age as me, was at home watching TV. then blahblahblah. cannot elaborate so much about what happen. then vroooooooom to TOWN ! yeah, this is where th fcuk part comes. passed by th smoking area at Faiz & i saw Alvin? oh my fcuk. lucky he never see me atlast he did =.= parked at Lucky Plaza, walked happily to Faiz when suddenly we bumped into Alvin & th gang. please note: i was holding Zai's hand. oh fcuk ! then, they followed us & kepong Zai. seriously it was sucha drama. called my minah, norys. lucky she was around there. Thank God man. then i shouted "AKU NAK CALL POLICE !!!!" to be specific, i actually shouted that same sentence to norys about 7times? yes, i was kanchong to th max. you wouldnt want to know how kanchong i was okay. can ask norys, she almost had no words fr me okay. i think she herself kanchong. HAHA. really, was a drama. i didnt cared who was looking. my aim: ALVIN !!!! fcuk you. kau tak puas hati pe aku pimpin tangan ngan jantan laen depan mata kau? kau nak tumbok aku depan ramai orang? go ahead uh sial ! gue tak takot uh eh. then after th drama, nasib one of them kawan Zai. phewwwwww ~ i went to where he parked his bike. had a lil chat. one part he said "maybe today will be th last day im gonna see or contact you" i was like "huh?" omg, nearly cried okay. fcuk, it was a scare actually before he said it was a joke. hehe. cibye laah you. then we go makan at East Coast. fr goodness sake, i didnt had th mood to eat dier pulak sedap jer makan. omg? dont you feel disturbed about what happen? he said yeah. but we both daah lapar from morning. i just cant stuff myself w food. wasted 3bux on my soto ayam ): agipon tak sedap =.= then went to tapao food fr family. laen i suro you order, laen you beli eh. HAHA. you know i know. malas wanna say. so kekek. last minute we took th pictures. had a stroll around East Coast fr less than 10mins? yeah. then he sent me home. i kissed him goodbye. so kekok !! HAHA. nearly died laughing & on th road =.= hahaha. then at about 2+am just now, he came over my place. hantar me go kedai. sweeeet kann? mama talk to him & blahblahblah. laughlaugh our ass off at home w him around. hehe. he went back minutes ago. missing you liao. awwww, shitx. after so many years he ajak me out, this is considered th luckiest day fr us. 261209, got to meet him but in between our date, ade jer orang macam sial. GRR !!!!! fcuk sak. there'll be a next time. il make sure next time will be a better one. i promise. anyway, he ask me whether i can be his girlfriend. was it face2face? i guess so, cos he showed me he loves me? hehe. will miss you like hell my masai boy :D goodnight.