optimistic,

hey Bitch, if youre reading this then good fr you. you ask me why im blogging about you? know why anot? pat net kau boleh berani uh, part aku msg tros macam kentang. dont be a cyber gangster uh, tak gentar uh babe. kau mau tahu sendiri uh. kau msgmsg ngn laki siapa. mesti mau kena sound pah. sekali ku dengar dari kau, maseh boleh lupelupe ingat uh but nie sekarang daah kali kedua. konek laki aku sedap sangat pe untuk kau? eh, boleh angkat uh siol. HAH. seriously talking eh, daa mendak uh. bukan menunjukkan ku murah uh but seriously aku rase dier uat pakai aku, so aku uat pakai dier lor. but at times, aku takkan kasi cos aku tahu aku setakat dier peh penyedap. i dont like. so $$ still mau kena masok dalam gua peh kocek. lu minah dapat share juga pe? kalo lu dapat, lu takmau abeh lebihlebih. cermin lu peh muke dulu baru boleh dapat. & one more thing, berdepan ngn family dier dulu baru kau boleh world uh eh. nie cara minahREP aku. takde nak lembutlembut ngn pompan sama kau uh. selagi aku tak sound kau depandepan, selagi tu kau peh pepek gatal ngn laki aku. peh puki. pasal kau, aku selalu kena maki hamun ngn laki aku. best pe? takpe. ade lorry ade bus uh, ade hari aku balas uh. pena dengar kann? kay cantek, last warning eh girl. serious, jangan pandang aku macam budak taik uh. aku rase kau more taik pasal aku peh orang tak perlu nak panggil orang settle hal aku uh. ku badan gini peh kecik macam french fries pon, gua punya harga diri agi UP uh daripada lu. ingat pat otak, bukan pat jubo eh. k, bye !

im starting to hate 'mamaks'. know why? its damn troublesome fr you to understand what th fcuk they want. & somemore ask fr SO many orders. like ccb. if easy orders takpe juga. ini macam mintak nasi bryani & rojak sak ! pundek betol. alot of 'mamak' today. ape occassion sak turon Bugis? Deepavali pah? HAH ! aku racist Indians. sorry eh kalo sesape terasa. seriously, they are suckers big time. & oh, daah melayu uat hal melayu uh eh. buat malu jer pompan melayu sekarang. nak step mane nye Eurasian mane jer, mentang2 berkawan ngn laki Eurasian, pakaian senonoh laah sikit. bogel tanak? tahu malu kalo bogel, abeh agi nak step speaking. sialan. tahu nabey cibye tu ape? uh, tu untuk korang uh. babs. alot happen at work today. really ALOT. went off at 1015pm. shortage of 5dollars. mesti dorg curi nye tau. knn. takpe uh. 5bux jer. tomorrow will be working. from 5pm till 11pm. woah, rabak pe. tsk. k, end.

i miss my SYAZWAN ! nak hug eh when meet again (: heh. thanks norys & Gennie fr tagging. hees. tahu ajer korang ehs. my life is getting much happier each day simply working & forgetting about my past days. starting afresh fr me isnt easy y'know and yet now i feel much better. ive got my SYAZWAN to accompany my lovelife w. though im busy, he understands. he cares, hes SO concern about me & one thing i like about him is, hes vvvv sweet. really much sweeter than current Boyf (Alvin). hehe. i think i should start talking to my mama & my mommy about me & Alvin's relationship. i just dont see th point anymore. i guess, after 2years its enough fr me to hold th burden over my shoulder & learn how to put down & walk off. i can get better guys like my SYAZWAN, but i just dont know why i simply cant let him go from my life. its like hes part of my daily life. daily routine i suppose. i guess this part of me is giving me loads of stress ); i wanna sleep now. wanna chat awhile w my SYAZWAN ! heees. k, shutup.