optimistic,

i miss HarizB & AlvinLim. tomorrow exBoyf Zan ajak meet. aku lak takde cent. wf? nehmind, he belanje. he banyak duit mah. HAH. today tak jadi go out w Zai as planned cos rain. naek motor mah, but tak jadi. so, nehmind that part. thot of meeting HarizB, but aku tersleep. so, also nehmind. tomorrow, plans to meet AlvinLim to print th family pictures. bringing lappy along (: then after that, i dont know go where. maybe confirm meeting exBoyf. weee ~ daah single, i feel th freedom in me. in th other hand, i feel th emptiness too. th longer i stay single, th more il get wild. il start to drink, smoke, flirt & everything uh. wont anybody wanna stop me from doing all those things? i dont get it. why am i becoming like this? God, help me. baby is sleeping, & im alone at home. parents & sister go survey car. papa wants to buy a car =.= again .. will be getting my pay by end of this week i think. woohoo. school is reopening soon. I CANT WAIT, I CANT WAIT, I CANT WAIT SIAK ! i miss everyone, i mean EVERYONE ok. i'd rather go school then stay at home & rot sia. adoi. AlvinLim, faster topup. i need to messagemessage nie. im bored, anything to post about? wanna sleep uh. bye.