optimistic,

hey people. maybe finding someone new that suits myself is kinda difficult. as you can see, i want to pamper myself w someone i can look upon everyday w a big smile. not someone who can shower me w gifts & flowers. no no. i just want someone like Alvin. a simple, not-so-good-looking but to me good-looking guy w many jokes & same size as me :D i wanna make myself slim. how uh? i see myself in th mirror everyday w no shape sia. GRR ! anyone got tips? help me ! oh oh. this year's countdown, im gonna celebrate it w BIG family & boyf (: best nye. cant be hoping much cos that cinabeng mungkin paitao agi =.= hahahaha. mama ajak gi Masjid Asyakirin fr a dinner event. occassion macam grand jer. hahaha. gonna find something thats nice to wear. will start at 730pm till 11pm. but not gonna stay long. cos me & boyf plans to go watch th fireworks together. aww. our 3rd year celebrating countdown. wow. like fuhyo sia. HAHA ! jealous uh people. hees. not going out today. job not yet confirm. maybe going to apply fr other jobs then. cant stay at home 24/7. il die of boredom sia. now only got headache. aiyo. just ate two panadols. gonna doze off. now, wanna go toilet. saket perot already. HAHA. k, bye ^^.