optimistic,

are my looks matter to many of you guys? must i be pretty & sweet looking fr you till you cair? must i? i dont get it. Boyf found th perfect girl which is me, duh? & yet still not appreciating me. kay this is fcuk. others can appreciate me, why cant you? instead you look fr that pecah face girl. am i not pretty enough fr your effing blind eyes ?! GRR ! kelengkang dier syiok sangat pe musibat anjing ! im vvvvv angry ): sad pon ade. i feel like giving up. ya ya. thousand times already ive said that but what should i do sak? nehmind. forget it. this post is fr myself. where should i start? hmm. tomorrow will be working. oh man = tired. haix. 3rd im having chalet. sister's birthday. good lor. off day ! wee ~ thursday & friday. best kepe. i miss my SYAZWAN ! biler mau meet me? im not missing Boyf anymore cos hes a pain to remember. eh, can ask one thing tak guys. aku heran uh. pompan pecah pon korang ade selera ke? ke kena pukau? HAHAHAHA ! me & Syazwan now chatting while laughing. hahahaha. kekek sak. me & you eh tahu. hees. maybe eh pompan lawa semua lelaki takot kena busted. thats why sampai ke situ. HAHAHA ! tsk tsk. pity guys uh. i wonder what th hell you guys are seeing. love nowadays are blind. hard to see nye. takpe. dont blame you fr being ugly laah. cos God created you like that or maybe you choose to be like that. idk laah. HAHAHA ! kay, cannot stop laughing liao. hehe. i wanna sleep in seconds soon. wanna msgmsg w my SYAZWAN first baru i sleep. sweet kann? hees. i know. jangan jealous. i love his body. vvvv kong at th tangan there. heh. sexy you know ^^. oh, one more thing to say before i forget. im not those richy bitch who shows off everything but then this is what i am. i wear what i like & im not a Minah + th rep. no no. im just minah cos saya ialah seorang gadis melayu yang amat manis (: jealous pe girl? jangan. cos you are too, just behind th Minah has something else. HAHA. kay, cutting th crap now. bye.