optimistic,

our time has ended. its time to go on. leave everything. start anew. this few words keeps me alive nowadays. guess what? i accidentally knocked my head on th wall. like fcuk kann? eddy say i clumsy. shitx you. HAHA. fazly, i call you soon okay? hope you havent ZzZzZ like you always did. heh. one shocking thing happened awhile ago. i was busy watching Singapore Idol when someone texted me. guess who? YADIY siol !!! my ex-Boyf. macam tahu jer eh i daa break ngn Alvin. HAHA. cute laa you. ajak me out dont forget okay pantat? miss you like hell ^^. a few minutes more to a day not messaging Alvin. so cant wait. oh oh. planning to tell him something which is to spend countdown last w me this year. 2010, here i come man ! planning to hit th club, not sure if i can =.= mama now is fcuking sick & i cant miss any time without her cos sooner or later she might go off without me knowing. i wont know laa kann. her health isnt good like she used to be anymore. haix. what a life. i saw one guy in TAGGED, kimek handsome giler nye. hes a chinese but mix around w malays. aww, confirm best if i get another Boyf like that. syiok man ! hees* my status: HAPPY-GO-LUCKY single bitch (: weee ~~ this morning i paitao-ed babyboy, Jailani. macam fcuk. woke up late baru remember suppose to meet him. HAHA. sorry you. tomorrow we meet okays? heh. i need someone to replace my ex-NSboyf. anyone? i need to consider cos you 'can' be th one but you may 'not' suit th person whom im really finding fr. cerewet sikit laa kann. hehe. wanna sleep now but before that, gonna find some good music fr my bloggy. love you bitches & hotguys >.<