optimistic,

life is so beautiful, love is vvvv ugly. i just dont know why. hmm. this whole weeek, ive been quarrelling w Boyf. stoopid brothers dier gi bilang aku ngan jantan laen? eh c'mon uh sial. dont be a complainer can anot? grow up uh sial. puki, i know hes your brotherbrother jiwer. so? fcuk uh sial. asal tanak letak pat surat khabar sekali? what kind of matreps sial. like i said, daa kena tangkap laa kann. aku pon mane mau heran. hes just a friend. memang uh kawan boleh suke, so? why cant i like someone else if you once did th same? so dont konek pat my life uh kay. went to school today. vroom vroom there. so yeah. then reached home at about 1145am? yeah i think so. im on diet this past few days. i need to get my body in shape again. next week is my EYE, eee. takot nye. hehe. Insyallah laa i pass. ive been studying hard last-minute. hope can remember all those maths formula. must stop blogging & online-ing so i can have time to study. but, will i actually study? HAHA. i dont think so. Boyf, you said you love me, & you want me to there fr you every second of our lives. i kept thinking about those messages you sent me. am i really th one fr you? i feel that i am. but sometimes, there are times you really make me wanna kick your face. what i can say is i cant bear to let you go though sometimes i feel like to. our love & memories are too strong to be apart. memang ade orang ketiga dalam cinta kita, tapi i still need time to think about it. hes name is th same laa. eddy & bobby is th same person laa dumb. cume name betol dier eddy name gelaran is bobby. get it? hmm. whatever it is. tomorrow im going raya. w ( insert name ) & friends. bubbye friends. malas mau update alot. k, bye.