optimistic,

im sorry fr whatever ive done behind you when you werent around me. i dont care if you wanna go w other girls cos i know now im at fault. i cant bear to leave memories behind & move on. i cant. i love you TOO MUCH to forget you. theres TOO MANY memories of us. i regret. i really do. but then you should understand, im really devoted to you. as your gf & your wife-to-be one day, i never want to lose you. maybe to you words are cheap but its too expensive from me to you cos these words has brought us to where we are now. we give & take, thats why we last till now. please dont leave me? how can i live without your msgs? without th way you live your life w me everytime youre beside me? without you pathtic jokes eventually made me laugh? i FCUKING miss you alot. tomorrow im gonna screw you inside out so that i would get to see you again & you dont have to be in NS anymore. HAHA. i love you laa sial cibye puki tiang ! grr. why you always like to be so th jiwang busted? hehe. please, lets just forget it? please? i dont care if you dont buy me th shoe tomorrow. i deserve it anyway. in fact, i meet you not because of th shoe. its because of you. love you babi. call you later. please jangan carik pasal? when you said, "kalo i dpt tahu you jumpe jantan, sumpah demiALLAH we are over." kimeeeeeek. i feel like knocking my head on th floor sia. haix. dont you love me anymore? i do & im still not letting go of you - never ever. k, bye.