optimistic,

cute kann aku? hehe. i wanna promote myself, so that i can find a new guy. belo kann? i know. hehe. but what to do. im bored being single fr only 2days? yeah, to me daa boring giler uh. kay, i started th day smoothly. reached school meet my ex, Hazman. *jangan jealous please* walk in to school together. then, had PE. which i think fr me was a sway laa. know why? SIK PUKIMAK MR KOH SUAN LAM PURPOSELY CLIP OUT MY SEPIT RAMBUT & CONFISCATED IT ?! TAK KER MACAM S I A L? then my hair all, drop down. nasib aku puasa, kalo tak kasot size 4 aku daa hinggap pat kau peh kude-face. i stared at him all th way when he looked at me. i hate th DM, he suck big time. i feel like burning his pants siak ! he has already collected 2 things from me. th next 3rd thing he gonna carik pasal, he so gonna DIE ! tak bedek. then came lessons. slept during d&t. cannot tahan. my eyes feel like its gonna come-off very sooon siak ! DAMN sleeepy -.-" after school, had my Chemistry tutorial till 3. before that, i played a game of 'HANGMAN' w th pelajar pintars. HA HA. *my class lerrr* they keep calling me bodoh & all sorts of words siak ! i thick skin uh, but i guess everyone who played th game was happy (: gooooood elly. hehe. school was a drag since morning. i lack of concentration cos i was hurt by those messages he sent me. yeah, we broke up. so what? i dont feel any loss at all. i dont care anymore. i dont wish to know anymore. i think its time i should, myself move on. ive said this a million times, i know. but this time round, i think i can let go. me & him wasnt meant fr each other. it was just force & th regrets that makes us last long.you know, i know. maybe th past was abit too difficult to let go, but i guess i learn what life meant fr me after all. im only 15years old. loads more guys to try along th way. i shouldnt be stuck w th guy who has slept w more than 4girls, or maybe more? i must have been so s t u p i d to fall fr his s w e e t words. & though this time we broke up, we never often message like we used to. i feel that i have been wasting my time fr him through this year & almost neglected my studies fr him. lucky me, i have parents who has been there fr me all th way without fail.

Alvin, if you were to read this; i just would like to say a few words before i move on w someone new. you & me share memorable memories together. fr th past 1year going 22months together, it has been th best & unforgettable memories i brought along in my life w you. you used to care, love, concern alot about me. i guess, i no longer make you feel satisfy in everyway like before. il fr sure never forget you, & il bring our
memories in my heart forever. go on w someone else, i really wont me. i wont be jealous anymore. i wouldnt want to stop you cos i think its reallyreallyreallyreally time fr us to let our hands go w someone new. we've planned alot together fr th future, but maybe one day God will fulfill it B U T w someone else not me. im happy now though leftover tears are still hanging on to my eyes. youve been th best Boyf ive ever treasured. may you pass it on to someone else now. thank you very much & takecare okay? sorry if i couldnt see you fr th last time before you have your first day in NS camp. hope you'll do just fine. bye readers. its th end of relationship, so never ask anymore about us okay? bye ),: