optimistic,

ive done what Etiqah advised me to do. delete all his pictures, delete all contacts which related to him, delete all his messages, dont think about him, ignore all his messages & dont talk about him anymore. ive done most of it, so i guess time will only bring me happiness. im having my periods now. gerek pe? HAHA. can eatttt (: weee ~ i cant sleep, was otp w SP-taufiq fr about 6minutes? hahaha, yeah. currently onlining w my ex nie; Rizzal. so longlonglonglonglonglong ago nye ex uh. hehehe. im down w this running nose. shitx kann? its damn super fcuking irritating sial ! eh, i so wondered why my life nie so famous eh? ive always wanted to be a superstar uh, tapi kann belom jadi daa like one. HAHA. best eh korang. suke jaga tepi kain org eh? at school, & outside. lepak-ing w friends, then open topic uh. macam apek & pakcik pat kedai kopi eh? nak jadi gitu pe? eh hello people, kalau nak berbual pasal orang pon, jangan laa sampai luar negeri. HAH. uat famous jer. nanti ku amek nude pictures, letak pat newspaper. bikin gua famous kay? perangai ocean dog siot. aku jiwang uh malam nie. this year, i may not celebrate raya. maybe w my new Boyf? haha. maybe one day il have one. i want ONTO pink headphone ! *random* sial. PLEASE ! i want. im hoping to own one uh. grr !

when will i be happy once again?