optimistic,

it feels like a thousand years im not gonna see him anymore. hes leaving & i cant go ),: i feel like crying right now. why?! why cant i go!? i wont be seeing you till 25th September?! do you know how long is that gonna be? i wanna cry, i need your shoulder. will you be there? i hate it. we got to spend our time together today fr a day only. its just too fast fr this to happen between us. we're moving further apart. what about me? i feel like an idiot now. SIAPA NAK TEMAN BABY GI BELI BAJU KALAU BUKAN AYANG NANTI !!!!!??? eh, nak nangis uh. cannot tahan tears uh. i think nak kena biken version kite, 'Romeo & Juliet'. but now, th Juliet running fr th Romeo. HAHA. k, mepek. please uh ! sorry fr th harsh words before all this. kau uh, biken aku marah kan. amek kau. hehe. as promised, il buy you capal okay ayg? no worries laa. il sure remember. as fr AL, he better pays up. if not, tak raya uh gini. maybe its good pon youre going NS, full-time lak tu. hmm. what will i be without you. who will i turn to without you. when will i be happy without you. what will i do without you. who'll takecare of me if it isnt you? omg-gosh. what must i do God? );