optimistic,

been busy, il update about my past. thursday, had D&T enrichment ended at 0430pm. rushed to school in th morning. had serious pain in my stomach. otw to school, half way alighted at Redhill cos really cannot tahan siak ! rushed to th toilet at Redhill MRT, nasib clean. ahhhh, sedappp siak th feeling. but i berak ceret-beret uh. so stress. then withdraw 50bucks from POSB, cab-ed to school cos timecheck-ed was 0811am. ohmygosh, super th late. start school every thursday is 0830am, if i were to be late that time, consider suspension plus detention ! eee, i dont want uh. so sanggup i took cab to school. super xian i tell you all. JAM sial ! wahh ! lagi uat binget & perot aku daa saket. aiyo ! cant imagine if i was late siak. but .. i damn lucky uh. taxi driver made it just a minute before 0830am. fuhh, damn good uh lu apek. eventually, you gave me wrong change. i thought you were to gimme me shortage, instead you gave me a dollar more. woah, thanks uh pek. i just realised when i reached th school hall. hehehe. *bad elly* having that pain in my stomach caused my legs to feel weak. i didnt have th strength to walk either. i felt like puking, but i tahan uh. sialaa, in train wanna puke? kimak, malu sia. so, i telan back ^^ disgusting kann aku? aku tahu. hahaha. then otw home in train, got mat gatal. smile-smile at me. what you smiling at? nie mataer orang tau. HAHA. but, i also gatal. smile back lor. HEHE. reached Eunos control station, that part of time, i really cant feel my legs & i felt as if i was gonna fall anytime there. sary sial. my head was spinning, my stomach was a dread. i felt vvvvvvvvvvv weak. sister had to pick me up. my whole body was shivering. i just dont know what the hell i ate fr sahur. fcuking shitx betol. GRR ! batal puasa aku ): so sedeh. slept more than 10hours siak yesterday. aiyamak. slept really like a pig siak ellyana. tsk tsk.

today? didnt attend school. felt like sleeping till sunrises. & yeah, i did (: then woke up feeling so dizzy. ish, then got change & everything. went out, it was raining, went Polyclinic w sister. had my MC. had my gastric medicine, then we left. went Tampines buy food fr buka, kena cheat sial w makcik over there. sial peh indon. nak cekop untung jer puki tiang ! bought lauk actually at th indon shop, then, mintak lauk 4 biji punya uh then bagadil 3, total 12bux. reach home, bagadil takde ! alamak ! peh sot ! GRR ! kena cheat sial ! agi-agi bagadil satu 1bux. betol uh lu. biken guah marah, nasib perot guah saket uh. HAHA. then went masjid. papa bayar fitrah. me & sister sebok carik bubur, but daa tak kasi ),: paisey uh. hehe. head home straight after that. at night, around 0750pm, rushed to family clinic at Toa Payoh to send baby fr checkup, cos baby tak berak-berak since yesterday. so weird & very worrying. sekali daa sampai, dier daa tutop? kimaks tol. atlast, go Tampined Giant. hahaha. lepas tu alek. long story eh. i know. heees ~ now, chatting w my ex Azlan. just now, chat-ed w my school friend Rudy. everyone at home sleep already, including baby & my Ayang. now, i wanna sleep. tomorrow, its gonna be a longggggggggggggggg day. k, bye.