optimistic,

hehehe, i know. takya nak cakap i already know. HAHA. action sey elly. emotional sadness has overcome my life. im sad, cos ive got no one to hang on to. Alvin has gone NS, me? after school, its just not th same anymore. if not, we'll be together. having fun w each other, laugh here & there ): but now, its memories to be remembered every second of my life. i miss you, alot. dont you too? youre not there anymore fr me. who else will? you want me to find someone else ker? you just seem to neglect me. fine, its kay. who am i anyway. aku harus sedar bahawa aku dan engkau hanya kawan biasa. i hate it, i really do. WHY NS ! fcukfcukfcukfcuk ! i hate it so much. i cried sial tadi, cos i really feel so lonely. still, he doesnt understand. haix ),: you psst me off siak, seriously. tomorrow il be fasting, so it means, il be having no mood at all. see how okay? i got number dari budak TAGGED ! eee, happy nye (: ape agi elly? msg uh. lepas kan boredom. hmm. ive to react this way uh. ive got no other ways to release boredom. since Alvin so busy w NS, must well i enjoy kann? kay go. i wanna sleep, had a tiring & saddening day today. be nice to me, love you. spammer, do comeback. i miss you :D HAHAHAHAHAHA ! actually i dont know i have enemies, i just thought i was just an ordinary girl, w a simple life. rupe-rupenye ade jugak yang DAMN aku. thanks anyway. cos ive been waiting fr this day. & maybe, i should leave you w someone else. i cant go on like this w/o you. im so lonely. im sorry.

i love you, but ive got to sacrifice that cos youve got no time fr me anymore. im truly sorry.