optimistic,

as promised, il upload th pictures fr you all kann? TADA ! daa upload. made myself free to upload pictures of yesterday. hes gone to camp now, shitx. so mendaks. will he be coming back & remember me? i hope he will, cos il wait. though im just hes ex, & he says im his gf, i think, ive got th rights to wait jugaks laa. haha. k, mepek. im bored ): he hasnt sent me messages yet. maybe going fr a tour inside th camp. hope his first day will be alright. dektu suke carik pasal, mane laa tahu, keluar camp lebam sini-sana. HAHA. alyssha, il reply your tag here okay. it seems sweet to y'all but then th story behind both of us never ends. it keeps coming & disturbing my mind. maybe i should just stay this way, single but unavailable. il be there fr him everytime he needs me. when he doesnt, i may back-off fr awhile watch him from behind. its never easy to let go sometimes. fr some of th couples out there, like many of them can forget, but fr ours, it seems to tough to forget. maybe, its better i stay where i am now here w him. BUT, still single (: having moodswings, marah here & there. alamak, stress uh. sorry uh people yang msn w me. kalau kena maki, sorry eh. my mood not good today. k, bye. nak go eat. WEE ~