optimistic,

wanna see me naked? HAHA. wait longlong lerr. joking uh. so random sey elly nie. today boring. really super fcuking boring. morning met my love, head to school *wasnt late*, took my report slip back though it was disappointing + good (: HAHA. why? cos i pass my maths borderline. first time sial. HAHA. & lastly after school, mama came to fetch me from school. haix. never meet my love after today. im starting to miss him more & more often now as hes going off real soon without me by his side like we always did after & before my school hours. im gonna miss you ayang. i will. since hes going NS, i need to study hard. i must not let him & my parents down. il meet him when i can. il make th effort to meet him when he can. il always be waiting fr his return ; always. i wonder why people just wants to win over small things. why uh? especially when it comes between th ring of both parents side of th family. i hate it, seriously. its really not possible fr me & my cousins to be in good terms. maybe i should just ignore & forget about everything. today i went fr my muaythai class, & what a day. my body felt like its been hit by some heavy things on my legs & arms. i felt so heavy, felt as if im gonna turnoff sooner or later. maybe its because i havent been training much fr th past few weeks. i miss it though. th people around there, my friends. aww, beautiful memories of my past w them. what more can i say? till here fr now. ive got school tomorrow. & not to forget, ive got a test to revise ): nightnight readers. sleeptight. xoxo.