optimistic,

this was one of th pictures i took when i webcam-ed w Hazman th other day c: HAHA. i was bored eventually i did this. my lastest post down there, was fr Nurul Fahzirah Binte Roslan. i dont want you to think that im trying to talk-bad about you like you thot th last time. im just trying to forget everything about him thats all therefore i say i shouldnt be jealous. please dont think negative eh. if one day korang bersama pon, who am i to stop you. still, we're friends like per normal. im happy now w Alvin. i dont wish to hurt him anymore so does himself towards me. so, i guess, my life is much happier now. done. next is about yesterday & today. ive been rotting at home like nobody's business. yesterday rot, today rot. waliao. damn mendak kepe. this coming Sunday is National Day. hope my ayang will ajak me out (: please? i wanna watch th bunga api laaaaa ! & spent my time w you under th moonlight like last year's National Day. hmm. i wish it'll happen. *pray hardhard. down on my knees* today ape date? 2nd kann? wow ! 8 more days to go, till our 20th Anniversary ! FULAMAK ! bestnye :D lame kan? hehe. i know you know laa kann. now, everyone's at home. papa sleeep, baby sleeeep, mama watch tv, Kak Ana eating, Kak Ju go study, me? blogging. bored giler siak ! chaowcibye betol. is there anything i can do to get rid of this boredom of mine? anyone? fcuk.