optimistic,

this boy is my Boyf, my husband-to-be, my future. he hasnt been home early these days. he has been going out very often now especially without me ): he has been coming home late as well. haix. now waiting fr him to reach home. i miss him alot. i feel that i have a sickness. heart failure i guess. oh my, so young have this kind of problems. i had difficulties in breathing properly & it feels like someone is poking my heart. SUPER PAIN ! maybe il be th first one to die man. so seram. oh yaa. this month is a HOLY month. in th Quran says, all demons & monsters will be locked in a cell after which they'll be released after th Holy month. yeah, its true you know. skip that part. in th Holy month, though you dont wish to fast fr so many effing reasons, we Muslims cannot eat outside. equivalent to not respecting others or th Holy month. its a sin. people may say whatever & whatsoever but its important we all must know. fasting has so many restrictions. one most important thing is, when we fast, we must pray. if we dont, all we get is hunger & thirst. makes sense? maybe so. kay, enough of th ceramah. back to top. today whole day at home. so lian de ley. boring semacam. hate saturdays. so boring. everyone goes out having fun, me? stick my butt 24/7 to th bed. haix. so sedeh. its almost 1am now. i think i should get to bed. goodnight beautiful & handsome readers (''.)