optimistic,

atlast, i get to upload new pictures (^^) thanks to th other laptop -.-" been away from school fr about two days already? woah, so long to me. missed about 15hours of study? oh my gosh. that is long man. ive been sleeping like a pig fr th past two days, yesterday & today. i havent been doing well in my commone tests. that is so shitx man. in th afternoon at about 4+ went ToaPayoh to buy groceries. cooked nasi lemak. then went to geylang, bought foooooooood (: yumyumyum ! alot of mat tao. so handsome (^^,) so gatal siak elly. yeah whatever. after that, went home straight. almost gonna buka already. some funny things happen between my family members. gerek sekali laa oi ! HA HA, damn funny uh. serious shitx nye. currently checking all my accounts. im still counting th numbers of days left fr me & love to spend our time together. haix ): hes going real soon. what about me? whos gonna takecare of me? whos gonna be there fr me? who? haix. i need to get use of th environment without him sooner or later. im scared, too scared to face it. im just too scared to face everything on my own. its just incomplete without someone to hold, someone to hug, & everything. i just dont wish this would happen to me thats all im asking fr right now. is you to be by my side forever. hate NS. because of that, i have to suffer. haix. *sobsob*