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Tuesday
 need to tell you guys this. its an inspiration from myself ok. so, tell me if its 'mepek' (: we'll start. just now, when i was sitting down, i thought of my past. suddenly i felt like ive realised th worst in me. why is that so? ive thot about it, in my past, ive done so much that makes others i love hurt so much. ive disappointed my mother & family. ive got to change. when i was so young, i used to lie alot. when i grew abit bigger, i used to do so many stupid things beyond my will. when i am already who i am now, it makes me realise alot on how much ive done so far. counting on th times ive made a mistake, i think its more than a zillion. yet, im not changing. why? i should study hard & support my family. i have to start everything new. ive to change th way i am now. most importantly, make my parents proud. i should try forgetting about boys, cos i think its never tooooo important. i can live w/o them. i neeeeed my gfs & bfs back. you know who you are. i need to gain my parents trust back. ive to make a difference from tomorrow onwards. fr young girls like me whos reading this, i wanna share some things w you. it might be who you are now or before, but let us realise it before its too late. we're girls, soft-hearted & touched by every little thing. this is what makes us more weaker when it comes to boyfriend relationship. we want to have fun. spend 'that' time w our partners, but seriously, its never our time. especially when we're still schooling. ive now realised that its never been better. it wont last forever. its puppy love after all. & guys, youre just aint matured till you reach NS, after NS, you'll be already considered as a man, who truly knows whats love after all (: thanks fr reading, if its mepek, youve just wasted your time reading :D takecare. PS: i love you. FYI, Alvin has a new gf longgg time ago, please stop asking me if im still w him anot? we're just EX/FRIENDS/TTM. *tyvvm. please dont ask anymore :,( it hurts me alot than you can ever imagine & forget about our existence. it'll never repeat ,
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