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Friday
 "its just a waste of my fcuking time."
sorry for not updating my blog fr sucha longgggg time. its beeen dusty i knowww. ignore th longgggg words. lets start w school alright (?) hmm. nothing much. i only remembered this phrase said by my friend Naz, "this is not a CD, its a story." teacher, -________-" stupid piece of shitx betol. hahaha. kann daa paisey. stupid. some things are meant to put it as its past. i shouldnt dig out every single thing about him anymore. it was a mistake sia. haix. thanks kawan-kawan, i should just not waste my time on him since he has really given up on me ): still, im hurt now. i havent been updating my blog because i was traumatised by his friend's words. you say you love me & theres no one else in your life you would love besides me. youre a LIAR cibai ! eh Alvin, dont have to beg anymore. over means over. il leave fr goood if you think im not gooood enough fr you. this is what you want after all kann? all this while youve been hurting me & treating me like an idiot ! do you know that? do you know how i feel? you dont, cos you'll never be ME ! i hate you, just dont wait fr me anymore ok? ive had enough you fooling me around. it really hurts. your messages are sweeet. but, do you think it was all from your heart? i still dont think so. go w her ok. dont tell me craps like, "i daa takde gf selain you..." that kind of stuffs? i dont listen to that anymore. its shitx th last time ! i was stupid to have believed your words. your actions speaks lesser than your words. you just wont know how i feel right now. just go on w 'her' alright. i cant take it anymore. i still need time to think over it. now, do you realise what life is w/o me (?) this girl is just one in a million , your last message was sweeeet ; Baby ? Just wanna say i am sorry for everything . I finally realise that i am an asshole . The days without you , is hard to pass . I hope u could give me another chance . I will really change . All this while i am jerk . Really sorry . I really do love u . * should i give you another chance eventhough we've spent alot of efforts & time together? should i forgive & forget
everything youve done to me like sleeping w other girls & going out w more than 10girls throughout our relationship? SHOULD I (?) i dont know. i have to make decisions right fr now ,
3:22 PM
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