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Tuesday
 sometimes i feel super dumb coming to school not talking to him like we used to before all this. i miss him, i should forget all this. next -
today school was abit fun. but forgotten to bring my books (*pathetic) i know. after school met that cibai again. settled some things, was suppose to meet my supplier, instead she cant make-it. waliao. yeah, met him at his doorstep. i heard a dog barking (?) kanninabucaowcibai ! i was like cibai siak when i saw a dog in his house & somemore going to convert to a Muslim (?!) are you trying to play around w my religion or what? il type out th fcuking conversation between us. then i wanted to speak to th mother. th mother pulak dont understand. takpe. forget it. i slapped him again. he smashed th standing fan, so what (?) i not scared laa wei ! then, i cried :(
th conversation: Alvin, "U apesal nak perangai? pasal anjing nie you nak bisingbising !" Elly, "Kau tu nak masok Islam, abeh simpan anjing?! kau tak betol pe sial !" Alvin, "Bukan i sorang dalam rumah nie pe yang ade ! my adek yang bawak alek kann !" Elly, "Your adek bodo pe sia ! taktau yang Islam takleh pegang anjing !?" Alvin, "My adek memang taktau ! asal?!" Elly, "Kau bodo ! kau yang sengaje taknak explain pe bodo !" Alvin, "Abeh you nak mrhmrh pasal anjing kenapa?!" Elly, "Anjing kotor bodo ! aku taknak pegang kau psl kau kotor ! kalo kau tahu mandi air tanah takpe nak bersihkan diri kau ! ini nak mandi hadas pon taktau bace ! BODO !" Alvin, *senyapppppppp.* Elly, "Kau takya convert la, takya. tak guna uh bodo. kau convert ngn tak convert pon same." Alvin, "Eh siala, abeh nak expect i ape? buang die pat luar?!" Elly, "Anjing nie kau kasi lepas pt umah, abeh kalo hingus dier atao dier jilat kau ?! pakai otak uh bodo !" Alvin, "Go talk to my mother uh. Jangan tahu berbual world je uh." Elly, "Fine, puki !" Ended it when his mother came home, i was outside waiting. then th mother talk all kinds of crap. & i said you just dont understand. modern life now doesnt mean you have to follow th standards now. ISLAM IS THE MOST RESPECTED RELIGION ! they dont change anyhow tao. fikir ape? tukar baju pe? i know laa your son is a used-to CHINESE ! but now, th problem is he CANT TOUCH DOGS ! TO US MUSLIMS - DOGS ARE DIRTY ! omg, i feel super tired w people who really dont understand. Alvin then cut th conversation between me & his mum. i was totally fedup. i said, "Go talk to my mother yourself & explain laa kay." He said he was sorry. He'll try his best to do everything settled in getting rid of th fcuking dog. hmpf* i really feel so tired in taking care of him. theres some in th conversation i said, "i regretted being w a chinese / your family dont treat th same fr me / your family dont understand a thang about all this / i dont wish to get married w you in th future & more hurtful ones. (some of th phrases i said to him) didnt i do my very best fr him? did it? il always pray , without fail. till here , bye.
5:11 PM
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ELLY