optimistic,

Happy 19months anniversary to us :D haha, its weird i kno' to be congratulating my ownself but still im happy. hehe. today's date is 10th right? its th day when Alvin so-called propose to me. hahahaha (lame). k, dedicated to Alvin. Ayang, im happy w you, though sometimes you psst-ed me off. you are th light that shines on me everyday. youre th man i look up to every now and then. its been so longggggg we've been together & we are meant fr each other. you kill me w your touch & your words softens my heart. first thing in th morning, il look forward fr your msg. i miss you being by my side. i miss those times you hugged me & kissed me every second when im w you. i miss going out w you. i miss laughing our ass out in th shopping malls & anywhere, never cared about what others might say. i miss hearing your stooopid jokes that eventually makes me laugh. haha. im still imagining all that to happen again one day. i miss lying beside you & tickle you whenever i feel bored. you are th sweeetest boyfriend/husband im gonna live w fr th rest of my life. i never regret though sometimes i feel that way. haha. still youre th sweetest drug ive ever taken w me till today. i love you & always will. muah ! smile ok (: sorry today tak dapat go out. haix. maybe saturday ok? love ya.